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Chapter 249: Revealing old scores

At this time, Jiang Shu seemed like a porcelain doll that could break at the touch of a touch.

"I'm fine, Su Qing." Jiang Shu said.

The fingers held by Su Qing moved a few times in Su Qing's slightly cold palm to signal Su Qing's peace of mind.

"I'll make you a requiem soup." Lu Rou suppressed the sadness in her heart and stood up and said.

"Sister-in-law has taken great care of me for so many years," Jiang Shu said.

"What are you talking about? I have always regarded you as my sister." Lu Rou rubbed Jiang Shu's head and said softly.

After Lu Rou left, only Su Qing and Jiang Shu were left on the top floor.

"If I had known that going to the dungeon would remind you of these things, I would have asked the people from Zuixiang Tower to stop you no matter what." Su Qing sighed, gently hugged Jiang Shu into her arms, and said helplessly.

"You can't blame Grandma Li, I knocked her unconscious and she came out." Jiang Shu said.

Recalling the conversation between Grandma Li and herself, Jiang Shu couldn't help laughing.

"Madam, you have your responsibilities, and I also have my job. Unless you knock me out and do your best to show off your appearance, don't let me fail in my duties." Nanny Li said.

Jiang Shu understood Grandma Li's hint and was speechless for a moment.

"Actually, Su Qing doesn't know how to..." Jiang Shu tried to persuade.

"Then there is no room for negotiation." Nanny Li said firmly.

"..."

Jiang Shu stepped forward helplessly, stretched out her hand and flicked Grandma Li's forehead.

Nanny Li fell to the ground and waved her hand twice in the air to signal Jiang Shu to leave.

Although Jiang Shu couldn't see Grandma Li's little movements, she skillfully jumped out of the window and left after hearing the sound of Grandma Li pretending to faint on the ground.

After seeing Jiang Shu leave, Grandma Li breathed a sigh of relief.

Time flies, and I am no longer as passionate as before.

When she was a female official in the palace, she was given the surname Li of Tang Dynasty. She was appointed by the emperor to assist the imperial master in Zuixiang Tower. From now on, she became one of the pillars of Zuixiang Tower. It took Nanny Li thirty years.

Even after spending thirty years with the gods, Grandma Li could feel her own insignificance and powerlessness.

If you take another step forward, it's not what you should do.

Instead of exploring forward, it is better to take a step back and return to where you should be.

From black hair to gray hair, her passion was dedicated to this Zuixiang Tower, not to them.

I hope that their passion will be the same as mine and they will gain something from it.

Thinking of this, Nanny Li sat up from the ground, held her waist and walked out, saying, "Come here, my wife has run away. Send someone to chase her quickly."

"Yes!"

"Why are you laughing?" Su Qing interrupted Jiang Shu's memories in confusion.

"It's nothing." Jiang Shu put her arms around Su Qing and said, "Actually, I saw you that day."

"Huh?" Su Qing was stunned for a moment and hummed.

"I saw you were covered in blood, and I was worried about you. I wanted to hold you like this, but it was too late." Jiang Shu whispered.

"..."

"I'm sorry, I abandoned you first. But at that time, I really didn't want to live anymore," Jiang Shu said.

Su Qing stretched out her hand to wipe away Jiang Shu's tears and said: "I know, I have never blamed you. Since I became the head of the family, I have saved many people who were accidentally exposed and tortured. Some of them will choose to continue living, and some will choose to continue living. Like you, I chose to die. Most of the people who survived lived in pain and depression, and in the end they just wanted to die. I gradually understood that living was not a good thing. , Death is not a bad thing, so I respect your choice at that time."

Jiang Shu lay on Su Qing's shoulder, sobbing softly.

"Just don't say you don't want to marry me anymore. For so many years, I have been trying to get you into my dreams every day. I really want to tell you, no matter whether you want to marry me or not, I just want to marry you." You." Su Qing said.

"Well, I'll never say it again." Jiang Shu said.

"But many of the things you did back then were successful. The king is still alive, and your cousin Jiang Yao is also alive. The Jiang family's bloodline has not been broken, but it has been continued with the surname of the Su family." Su Qing said.

"Really, that's pretty good." Jiang Shu murmured.

"It's just that the general trend of the Great Zhou Dynasty is over. It is a country that is destined to perish. All I can do is just watch." Su Qing said.

"It's been so long, I've let it go." Jiang Shu said with a smile, "I just don't know how Master is doing. After so many years, I don't know how his health is."

"I ate the pastries he made a few days ago, don't you remember?" Su Qing said.

"I just said why the pastries were so delicious that day, and they were the same the next day." Jiang Shu said.

"Master Chuchen and Master Anyuan have been silently guarding you and watching you. When you first came here, you had a fever for a long time. Your tuberculosis is serious and you need someone to watch you all the time. I am also busy with official duties. The method is guarding you all the time, so it's the night they guard you." Su Qing said.

"I want to meet them." Jiang Shu said.

"I'll make arrangements." Su Qing said.

"If I had known you would wait for me for so long, I would have..." Jiang Shu said with some regret.

"I didn't know earlier. I have never regretted that I had to wait for you for so long. Finding you is only the joy of meeting old friends again." Su Qing interrupted Jiang Shu and said.

"Well...but I'm ready to leave." Jiang Shu whispered.

"Let's go, it's too chaotic here, I'm really afraid that I can't protect you. You're not reincarnated anyway, so just have a good rest down there." Su Qing suppressed the reluctance in her heart and said.

"Why don't you try to keep me here? It's obvious that you just can't let me go." Jiang Shu said.

"No matter how reluctant you are to let go, your safety is not as important. At worst, I will find you again when you are reincarnated." Su Qing said.

"Then what if I don't love you anymore after reincarnation?" Jiang Shu asked.

"Then I will try my best to make you fall in love with me." Su Qing said.

"It's not that easy. Meng Po Tang is not as simple as making me lose my memory." Jiang Shu said.

"What's going on?" Su Qing asked.

"What Mengpo soup makes us forget is not only memory, but also instinct. After drinking a whole bowl of Mengpo soup, I will not only forget the memories of this life, but also my living habits, the way I speak, and the way I love you." Instinct. I will even forget that I am a human being. This kind of forgetfulness means that even if I restore the memory of this life after reincarnation, I can only empathize with it, but not empathize with it." Jiang Shu said.

"If it's true, that would be great." Su Qing said.

"What are you talking about? After I reincarnate, even if I recover my memory, I can only feel that I loved you very much, but I will not fall in love with you because of it at that time." Jiang Shu said.

"The memory of this life is too harmful to you. If you really plan to recover your memory in the next life, I'm worried that you will become like this again." Su Qing said.

"..."

"As for whether you will love me or not, I don't care. Besides, you have always had good taste. When you meet someone like me who is like a fairy, who is good-looking, has a good career, and is rich, he will be good to you. It's definitely irresistible to you. I'm not afraid that you won't fall in love with me again. My conditions are so good, you will definitely like me." Su Qing said confidently.

"Why are you talking nonsense at this time? I hate you." Jiang Shu said with a cry.

"Don't be sad, okay? I'm just waiting for your reincarnation." Su Qing said softly.

"But I still have something to ask you." Jiang Shu got up from Su Qing and said.

"You ask."

"Why don't you touch me?"

The author has something to say: I went to relax during the Labor Day holiday, and I just resumed updating today.