bookrandom Chapter 911: Beiji (3)
Chapter 911: Beiji (3)
What he wants is her, including her past, her future, and her children!
If Nan Qi's life had not been in danger, he would have jumped off the cliff with her!
If he had found her first and expressed his feelings at that time, would everything have had a different ending?
He still remembered the throbbing and trembling of her fingertips across his back, and the red lips full of infinite temptation... He still remembered the soft touch and warmth when she fell into his arms...
At that moment, he could hardly control his feelings!
At the last moment, he turned his face away with great difficulty, and moved his gaze away from her face and her eyes, because he was afraid that if he continued to look at her like that, he would really lose control of himself!
That day, he said that he could be a good father and a good husband for her!
When he heard this, he clearly saw a touch of emotion in her eyes, and he clearly felt that her heart was moving closer to him for a moment!
But why?
Why did it end like that between them?
When he learned her identity, at that moment, he felt like the sky had fallen!
He still remembers his mood and feelings at that time.
His whole body was cold and stiff, as if someone had pressed his acupuncture points. No matter how he struggled and twisted his body, he couldn't move at all!
If there was one thing she could be thankful for, it was that the prince was filled with resentment and disgust towards her. This made him feel that there was no chance of anything happening between her and the prince!
If the prince is unwilling to accept her, does he still have a chance?
However, he forgot at that time that she and the prince had a child!
How could he be the stepfather of the prince's biological daughter?
He can't do it!
It turned out that from the very beginning, he and she were destined to be people from two different worlds, and could never join hands and share a future...
It seemed that he had no other choice but to leave.
That day, he said goodbye to her.
Although she didn't say anything, even though he had his back to her, he could still feel a pair of reluctant gazes behind him, passionate yet forbearing!
At that time, his eyes were sore and there seemed to be tears gathering in his eye sockets.
At that moment, he felt an indescribable sense of luck in his heart.
That look was enough to show that she felt differently towards him!
Even though there was a huge gap between them, even though there was no future between them, at that moment, he could feel that he and she were on the same page!
Just knowing this is enough!
No matter what the future holds, he is already very satisfied as long as he has that soul connection at that moment!
Perhaps, true love is not about possession, but about letting go!
Only by letting go can she have a better choice than him!
Only by letting go can she do what she wants to do and become the person she wants to be!
Only by letting go, they will always have a moment between them that he will never forget in his life!
She is very happy now. Perhaps this is the greatest achievement he has gained after letting go!
He always kept a place for her in his heart.
I also hope that one night when everyone is asleep, she can remember that many years ago, under a big tree, there was a man whose face turned red because of her gaze...
“Uncle Bei, what are you thinking about?”
Yier touched his face. He remained silent, which made her feel his melancholy and sadness again.
What happened that made him so sad and upset?
Beiji recalled all his memories and smiled, "Nothing, just thinking of some memories from the past."
"Memories? What memories? Who are in those memories?"
"Am I included?"
"Of course!" Beiji scratched her little nose, his eyes full of doting and love.
Yi'er was a little unhappy. "Since you thought of me, why do you look so sad?"
"Did Yi'er treat Uncle Bei badly before?"
She thought about it seriously, and it seemed that nothing like this happened!
Beiji laughed helplessly. Didn't he feel relieved just now? Why did Yi'er think he was still sad and melancholy?
Or, he just can't let go?
"Yier, if Uncle Bei never sees you again, will you forget him?"
Beiji made a sound, which scared Yier.
"Can't see it? Why can't I see it?"
Yier didn’t understand, but she could imagine how sad she would be if she could never see Beiji again.
"No! Yier, don't!" She hugged Beiji tightly, fearing that what he said would become reality and she would never see him again!
"Besides Daddy and Mommy, Uncle Bei and Brother Nan are the most important people in Yier's heart!"
"Uncle Bei, don't leave! Don't never see Yi'er again!"
The child's choked and sad voice made Beiji, a grown man, feel uncomfortable.
How could he bear to never see her again?
How could he bear to disappear from their lives so suddenly?
But if he doesn't disappear, what else can he do?
"Uncle Bei, look what this is?!"
Yier took out a blue scarf from her small bag.
That was what Beiji brought to Yier when he returned to Kyoto last time.
Mother told him to return it to Beiji, but she didn't want to.
This was given to her by Uncle Bei, it’s hers!
"Have you been carrying it with you all the time?" Bei Ji's eyes softened, and his heart was touched again.
Yi'er nodded, "I know, the one you gave to mother, mother returned it to you. She asked me to return this one to you as well, but I don't want to!"
"Uncle Bei, although I don't know what happened between you and mother, and I don't know why you two stopped talking, I know that no matter what happens between you and mother, you will always be Yi'er's favorite Uncle Bei!"