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Chapter 523 Don't Let Me Disappear from Your World

Xie Yan's face turned pale in an instant. He opened his mouth, but found that any explanation seemed pale and powerless at this moment.

"Sisi, I..." Xie Yan's voice trembled a little, "I know I was wrong, I shouldn't have hidden it from you. At the beginning, I really wanted to escape reality and chose to be with you."

But during the time I was with you, I was also sincere. I am also trying to change myself. "

"I did deceive you at first, but my feelings for you are also real. You can't pretend to be nice to someone, do you understand?"

Sun Sisi's face was covered with tears, and she shouted angrily: "You are full of lies!"

"Sincerity? Your sincerity deceives me like this? What do you think of me? A tool? A safe haven for you to escape from reality?"

Xie Yan lowered his head, not daring to look directly into Sun Sisi's eyes, "I'm sorry, Sisi. I know that nothing I say now can make up for the harm I have done to you. But I really hope you can forgive me."

Sun Sisi took a deep breath and tried to calm herself down. "Forgive? Do you think it's possible? From now on, we will no longer have any relationship. You go your way, and I cross my bridge."

"Sisi!" Xie Yan stretched out his arm suddenly, grabbed Sun Sisi's arm, and pleaded in his eyes, "Please forgive me, okay? I swear to God, I am absolutely sincere to you."

"Just...just...even if we can't be a couple, we...we can still be good friends, okay?"

Sun Sisi shook off Xie Yan's hand with all her strength, her eyes full of determination: "Good friend? This is what you call sincerity, right? You really want to be sisters with me, right?"

"I'm sorry, I have too many sisters, and I don't need you! Get as far away from me as possible! Right now! Right now!"

Xie Yan's hands froze in mid-air, his face full of disappointment, "Sisi... do you really want to be so ruthless?"

"I know it's my fault. I hurt you. But I'm also emotionally invested in you!"

Sun Sisi sneered, "Emotional investment? Your so-called emotional investment is based on lies and deception? Xie Yan, don't make me feel more disgusted with you."

"Sisi!" Xie Yan roared, with a mad look in his eyes, "You look down on me like everyone else, right?"

"Yes! I have never let go of my ex-boyfriend! I don't even know why it became like this, or when it became like this!"

"But...but...who can control feelings?"

"My parents scold me all day long because of what I did."

"If I don't break up with them, my parents will disown me! What do you want me to do?!"

"Do you know how much I long for others to understand me?!!"

"I admit that when I first came into contact with you, there was no relationship between us at all."

"From the beginning to the end, I have always regarded you as my best friend."

"Ye Zheng lied to you because I didn't want to lose this feeling."

"I plan to find a time to explain things to you. I also know that some things cannot be kept secret forever."

"But...but I haven't been ready yet, and I haven't figured out how to talk to you."

After hearing what Xie Yan said, Sun Sisi was slightly stunned.

Looking at Xie Yan who was in such pain and thinking about how good Xie Yan had been to her, Sun Sisi's anger seemed to ease a little, but was quickly pulled back by reason.

"Xie Yan, I understand your difficulties, but this is not a reason for you to lie to me. You should have been honest with me from the beginning, instead of waiting until now." Sun Sisi's voice was a little tired.

Xie Yan scratched his hair in pain, "Sisi, I really know I was wrong. I don't ask you to forgive me immediately, I just hope you don't completely erase me from your world."

Sun Sisi was silent for a long time, then slowly said, "Xie Yan, I need time to think, calm down, and digest this. Do you understand?"

"This kind of identity change can't be changed just by saying so."

"You...I personally suggest that instead of being depressed and hiding your pain every day, you should try to make yourself happy."

"In life, you don't have to worry too much about other people's feelings."

"In today's society, many people are still very open-minded, and are very receptive and tolerant."

"There is a saying that goes, everyone is the protagonist of this world. When you leave this world, the world will be destroyed."

"I don't look down on you, nor do I disrespect your orientation. It's just that this matter involves me, and involves you deceiving me."

"If you had told me clearly at the beginning, I think we could have a good conversation."

Xie Yan's eyes flickered with a hint of complicated emotions, and after a long while he uttered two words from his thin lips, "Thank you..."

Sun Sisi looked at Xie Yan and sighed sadly.

It's such a waste of such a good-looking body...it's been ruined by this man.

"Um...can you chat with me for a while?" Xie Yan asked cautiously.

Looking at the other person's pitiful appearance, Sun Sisi hesitated.

"Please... just for a moment, okay?" Xie Yan begged.

"Okay..." Sun Sisi still couldn't bear to refuse, "What else do you want to talk about?"

Xie Yan's eyes flashed with loneliness, "I lied to you, so I want to tell you my true experience..."

"I...I was pretty normal at first. When I was in college, I had two girlfriends."

"It's just that we didn't get along for long and broke up."

"I was the one who pursued my first love. She was in the same department as me."

"Because of her, I gradually withdrew from the group activities in the dormitory. Whenever I have time, I stick with my girlfriend..."

"My first love...I am very kind to her..."

"But later, I found out that she was having flirtatious interactions with several boys and she didn't keep her distance at all."

"She said that we were all classmates and it was just a normal chat. If there was anything or any thoughts, I couldn't see them."

"At that time, I felt very uncomfortable and had a big argument with her."

"Then I returned to the dormitory. My roommates saw that I was depressed, so they played games with me, drank with me, and stayed up all night in the Internet cafe with me..."

"They comforted me, told me to comfort my girlfriend, and gave me advice."

"I thought about it and decided to go, and my girlfriend and I reconciled."

"She told me to be more careful in the future. She also told me not to be so sensitive and petty..."

"It was only a short while later that a strange number sent me several MMS messages. The photos showed my girlfriend and another boy walking arm in arm!"